This client has been exploring his spiritual side for the last six months and has been practicing meditation. Up to this point he has been unable to observe any visual scenes during his meditations. As he enters into a subconscious state an array of bright light moves towards him while a wall of black and blue light streams pass him on his left side. This wall of blue and black light has a series of rips, cuts and holes of various sizes across its surface. As he turns into the wall he begins to observe flickering black and white dots. These dots begin to move towards him with greater and greater speed and transforms into a galaxy of bright and sparkling stars. As they come closer to him he could feel their energy touch him.
Moving into the light he finds himself laying down and re-enters the darkness. A darkness in which there is no fear but an understanding of some type of process. A process that is necessary and trusted. He continues to move along on what he perceives as a conveyor belt and once again sees an array of light. His head twitches as the warmth from this light enters his head and begins to flow through his body. He has a sense the light is changing him. He feels as if he is absorbing the power of the light.
As the light continues to move down his body he observes his body glowing but not that of a physical body. The body appears translucent and he sees the light moving and touching each part of the body. He observes each part of his body react to the light. As the light moves through the body the body parts transforms into what he perceives as crystals with white rays of light emanating from each part.
When the process ends he looks around and sees a series of different faces floating around on what looks like paintings. On one of the paintings he sees the face transform into fire and then back into a face over and over again. When looking closer at this picture the picture begins to expand and encircle him. He explains the more he describes this scene the less clear it becomes. The less talking he does the clearer the scene becomes.
He decides to follow the source of the smoke in the picture and finds himself at a volcano where there is smoke funneling from the volcano but no fire. Everywhere he looks there are mounds of ashes. No trees, no rocks, no houses… just ash. He sensed something went wrong but was unable to determine what.
As the scene darkens he finds himself in a cave. As he looks upward he sees another painting on the wall. It appears to be a hologram depicting first an old deteriorated ship and then it transforms into a spaceship. The spaceship seems to be housing structures that look like a city. As the picture transforms back into an old ship he finds it stuck in blacken water with a yellowish haze around it, as if a yellow highlight marker went across the ship. As he moves closer to the picture he sees himself as the captain of the ship with no crew as the ship begins to burn.
He begins to move from this scene and finds himself sitting on top of a beautiful waterfall. A feeling of joyfulness overwhelms him. He turns around to look what else is around him and sees a house next to the waterfall. A sense of being home is felt as he sits on the rocks enjoying the birds and green and reddish trees. He sees himself sitting with a big wide smile and enjoying the various types of fish he is seeing swimming in the pool of water under the waterfall.
Continuing to look into the pool of water he begins to see the bottom half of a woman holding the hand of a young boy who looks very much like him. Throughout this scene he continually marvels at the size of the boy’s huge head. The boy is very much enjoying watching the fish swim back and forth. As the scene darkens he finds the women and boy sitting next to a fire looking out the archway of a cave. The view he sees from his position is a beautiful ocean and purple flowers decorating the opening of the cave.
In his final scene he finds himself in a BIG – BEAUTIFUL mansion with a large fireplace, fine art and no doors separating any of the rooms. He begins to play on a white couch with gold trim. Sitting next to him is a tall woman which he can only tell by the shoes she is wearing. He feels this is his favorite spot… a spot where he feels safe and where he belongs.
When permission was requested to speak to the Subconscious (SC) it said I was already speaking with it. It advised the client he had a fear of success which was driven by the fact he fears not being accepted if he was successful and had a life of abundance. His inability to make commitments continues to add to his lack of success. One of the life’s’ shown in his regression was a life of much abundance driven by greed. He has had that lesson and he can now control that emotion.
His purpose now is to help others. He is here to show people “the way” by the way he acts. Not everyone will accept it. People will learn when they need to learn. By loving himself he will show people the way.
The SC advised numbers are the root of everything. Life starts with numbers. He must accept and understand all life’s potential simulations and connections to all the possibilities available to him.
There are many times he does not listen to his guides. They are always sending messages to the client. As he moves forward he needs to aim for balance. He needs to grow for others to know the way. When he is bored he feels depressed. He needs to accept risks. He needs to trust the process and his instincts. He does not trust his own judgement.
When looking at a goal he needs to focus on one step at a time and work his plan step by step. He must believe in the process. When he does not follow a process he becomes frustrated, disillusioned and negative. If he does not follow the process he will never finish the test. We are here to move forward.
He is easily distracted. He needs to learn to ask for help. It’s OK to accept help. Guides are here to help. He needs to ask for the help. He places himself behind others. Sometimes helping himself he helps others. His eye problem is related to the fact that he does not always read the fine print or understand what he commits to. He needs to learn to focus. He needs to stop being lazy. Stop playing too much. Stop/ Think / Observe / and follow Process. The SC advised him he always feel alone, but he never calls out to his guides. They are always with him and love hm.
A week after the session the client advised the constant dripping in the nose which stopped during the session still had not returned.
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